Lamar Odom is still thinking about Khloe Kardashian. Image Source: Cosmopolitan 

Lamar Odom is still thinking about Khloe Kardashian.

TMZ Presents Lamar Odom: Sex, Drugs, and Kardashians was recently aired on Monday, and Lamar Odom is opening up about his infidelity like never before.

The former NBA player stated that there are many things that the public is aware of, but there are many things that the public is unaware of regarding his serial cheating while wedded to reality TV star Khloe Kardashian for four years. Lamar Odom continued by stating that he'd put her through a lot of s—t scenes that no one was aware of.

During the interview, Lamar noted that during their marriage, he had to tell Khloe Kardashian that he was using it because he really can not keep it from her. The former NBA player did admit to being hurt, but she did not ignore him or tell him to leave; instead, she wished to safeguard him. Lamar Odom said that the things the people knew were crazy, but the things the public didn't even know were even crazier, continuing by stating that he'd have all these random women come out and that some of them came out at the same time.

The player did mention having the full relationship while still married to Khloe Kardashian, and he tells in the clip that his wife was Khloe Kardashian, and he is having a good laugh out of humiliation right now, starting to think about how he assumed he could cheat on her and it would not be disclosed.

Lamar Odom and Khloe Kardashian married in 2009, and their divorce was finalized in 2016. Despite their split in 2013, she continued to stand by the former NBA player, especially when he did suffer a near-fatal overdose during his battle with drug addiction in 2015 and was found at The Love Ranch brothel in Las Vegas, Nevada.

In February, the former Los Angeles Lakers star told Us exclusively how much Kardashian cared for him. He clarified that when he woke up from his coma, she started to look after him and that he was referring to a woman who wiped his backside when he could not do it himself. He continued by stating that he admired her for it and that she, like him, exuded pride and dignity.

Earlier this year, during a confessional on Celebrity Big Brother, Lamar Odom stated that he would presumably simply want to take her out to dinner, adding that it'd be a blessing just to be in her presence and tell her how sorry he was. He said that she had the right to never give him another chance because of what he did to her, but time passes, and people change, and he would say he is a lot more loyal now.

Lamar went on to say that he never regarded getting married again because he won't approach that lovely lady properly. The former player publicly apologized that he lacked the sophistication to handle marriage properly. If given the chance again, he would know how to proceed and what not to do. When he thinks about her, it's difficult for him to sleep.

The former NBA player admits to Harvey Levin that he has yet to approach the reality TV star about inviting him to dinner due to his being too shy. He characterizes himself as a Scorpio who is afraid of someone being told no and denied. Lamar Odom stated previously in a video that addiction had chosen to take over his marriage, that perhaps the problem is cocaine, and that he would get high for three or four days at a time.

The Good American owner is adamantly opposed to her ex-documentary lover's about their marriage, which was released on January 2. Khloe seeks nothing to do with it and wishes none of us her name nor that of her family was being pulled into it. She harbors no ill will toward him and wishes he would just forget about it. Khloe feels it is unnecessary to rehash the situation and wishes that he stop mentioning it. He is entitled to tell his story, although she would appreciate it if he did not include her name.

She has no idea why he is doing this or why he has included their surname in the project title. It is simply unnecessary. Khloé is disappointed by Lamar's actions because she believes there was no need to reopen old wounds. Khloé and Lamar have both been open about the reasons for their divorce, and his drug issues played out on "KUWTK." This occurred many years ago, and Khloé is now a mother.

According to the description, the retired athlete will start opening up like never before about his sexual addiction and drug use, and how they ruined his wedding to the love of his daily existence and started turning him into a shell of his former self.

TMZ Presents: Lamar Odom: Sex, Drugs, and Kardashians premiered on on Fox Monday.